Tuesday, April 22, 2008

your wedding day

I was in a drug store to buy some food supplement for my blood circulation when I recalled that day was your wedding day. My celphone rung and my aunt called, "aren't you attending the wedding? We're waiting for you!" I went home thinking if I'll be going to attend your day or not. I lied down to my bed and looked to the ticks of clock, waiting for my self say "ok I'll go". I rose up, change my clothes and headed to your place. It was still 2 o'clock in the afternoon when I reached your home. The door was open and someone in your family met me, I asked if you've already left, she said, "they already in the church". I closed my eyes, and my heart aches. I went out to your door and called you in your celphone. "Hey is everything already started?" you said in your very low, serious, soft spoken voice "It's only starting...", I looked up to the sky while handling the phone, tears burst out and decided not to go......

I woke up from that dream with pain in my heart...Now, how could I able let you go and let my self free before everything will turn out to that??