Leche

I want to cry but I couldn't
The pain is very deep that my eyes couldn't see
It's like dying within my soul
Even the saddest love song couldn't lift

I want to shout from deep within
I want to pour out the pain within me
Why do I have this wound?
Am I that bad enough to be punished with this?

Why can't I let go?
Why my heart still longs for you?
Why am I still enduring the pain that you're giving me?
Why can't I ignore you?

Every night I pray that one day
I'll be waking up that you're only someone
that you're only nothing
but why does everyday turns to longing,
missing, loving?

If only I could pull the time where your just a history
If only I could escape from this wounds
I know that what I'm asking is impossible to give
But please don't hurt me anymore
Just a friend, just a person

If only I could answer the question why I love you
If only I could control my emotion that easy
If only I could change the time
then I already did... I already did

I'm very sorry to my self for hurting
Don't worry, just a little time
and I would not allow to hurt you anymore.